Ini bukan lagi tentang kepulangan,
Tapi tentang rindu yang berusaha ditahan demi sebuah perjuangan
I told my self to didn't 'run' to this railway station before everything done. Before I get what I want. Before I achieve what I trying and praying for.
Those past 5 months were not "easy" period. Sometimes I cried in my room and called my Mama then told her that I wanna go home no matter what. But thousand times I told her that thing, thousand times I also told her that I wanna go home after I make my "wish list" come true.
And today, after soo many sleepless, stressful and thunder,
I won, I'm going home,
for a while,
because I know I still have another long long way to walk through.
(Thanks Allah, feel so blessed, Alhamdulillah)
Yogyakarta, 20 November 2017
