I write this story for the one,
Who keep asking me how about the next chapter of my "Unanswered Prayer's story"
Who still don't believing in patient, hard work, and prayer.
More than that,
I write this story for the one,
Who didn't know that she take a big part of my next chapter from "Unanswered Prayer's Story"
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When I start write this blog,
I'm in a hurry,
Running to catch my dream,
From Adusicipto Airport to Soetta Airport, Soetta Airport to Changi Airport then finally Changi Airport to Doengmuang Airport.
And now, when you read this part, I already sitting in my dorm. Is 03.19 am in here, but I can't sleep, no I mean I don't wanna sleep. Because I have a reason, that should make me stay, awake.
2 years ago,
Around October, 2014.
Was the first time for me to know her in person. Before that chance, I didn't know about her popularity in campus or even about how peoples really want to close with her. I even didn't know who is she when people around me keep talking about her achievements. But then, I meet her, listen about her wonderful story, then realize that she is more than what peoples thought, that she is more than an awesome girl.
At that time, the questions that flood up in my mind was, "Why she choose this university instead of another prestigious one? Since she is awesome, is there any university would reject her?"
But it was just my questions that I never asked to her. Till February 2015, she asked me to accompany her free time, in Ambarukmo Plaza. Start from bought batik clothes, then ate at fish & co cafe, watched movie, walked around Amplaz, then end up in Naradha 8A.
I remember that time, we spent our time for almost 12 hour. Talked about everything, 'bout dream, 'bout life, and more than that, 'bout the reason why she study in our university and how she become a super awesome girl.
After my Mom and my two older sisters, she was the fourth people in my life, who really take a big part of my next chapter of "My Unanswered Prayer's Story"
Probably, she didn't know about how important she is in my life. Nor how about she influence my way for this latest 2 years. She even probably dunno, how I want to tell all of this to her.
Then, when you already read this, I'm already lying on my bed. In 12.25 am. This is actually already 31th October, and her birthday already passed.
Did you know? I was sooo busy running around Kasetsart University. Prepared all of the things. From filled up the University form, dorm form, seeing around the building, introduce your self to A,B,C and start to talk about anything. Then, finally, the sky already dark. Back to dorm, lying on the bed, then suddenly the sky already bright.
And now, when you read this part, she already mention me on her instagram, asked me why I didn't say anything about her birthday.
Dear, Mami.
Did you know? I looking up my schedule, looking for the time when I can go to Grand Palace, I know that you love the King. So I want to write that birthday's paper on that place.
But my lecture set up those schedule for tomorrow, so I should wait till tomorrow. 1st of November 2016.
And now, when you come to this part, I'm in the bus, on the way to go Siam. It's a little bit difficult to talk with them, since they can't speak english, and I'm soo bad in thai language. But lucky me, that I found another good guy, who help me to translate what I want to say to driver.
Dear Mami Ara,
the one who understand and trust my dreams.
Did you know?
That all story above 30% inspired by my family, 20% by my self then 50% by you.
You?
Yes, you are.
Because you teach me how to struggle, how to believe in your self and how to stay in here, without any regret.
And now, here I am
In one of my-dreams-comes-true as student of -my-university-that-I-never-thought-before
Dear Mami Ara,
Did you know?
That I adore you in so many way.
That you are one of my reason why I staying in here.
So, do you believe me if I didn't say anything about your birthday?
Dear Mami Ara,
Happy 25th!
Please, enjoy your life!
Thank you for always supporting me, loving me, and caring me in any kind of situation.
Nothing that I wish except your happiness.
May Allah always blessing you as always.
So, you know how much I love you, right?
With love,
Your lil girl.
