Wednesday, August 1, 2018

Journal of Twenty Two Life: Understanding




I never bored to tell my self to understand,
What is life through my lens.
Recently, I quite often captured a beautiful-happy face yet broken soul inside.
Then, I realized nobody have a perfect life.
It may perfect outside, but nobody knows what happen inside.
As often as I found my self cried in anger and disappointment.
No, I’m not angry and disappoint with her.
I was angry and disappointed with my self:

Why I couldn’t handle my feeling better?
Why I couldn’t accept everything just the way they are?
Why I couldn’t realize that everything is always happen for a reason?

But however, saw a broken life of your best friend was not an easy case.
As not easy as stand by her side in her truly condition.

The truly condition that she was wrong,
The truly condition that you honestly hate what she did.

But in the other way,
You also know that she need you so much.
That she need you to help her,
to fix all those broken heart.
to fix her broken life.

Dear my self,
Could you try to understand this part of life?


Yogyakarta, 21th July 2017

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